These are the ups and downs of my journey of awakening. For a while, it was riddled with both so much truth and so much sadness. My consistent yoga practice and strengthening of neuropathways to choose love in moments of fear really changed everything for me and finally anchored my beliefs.
The past few years have felt so much more still, stable, and discerning.
It’s not that I don’t have bad days now, its that I know how to cope with them and I know not to create from an energetic place of fear. I used to think of ending my life anytime I was overwhelmed in the slightest, I now know things do not need to escalate that far. I use those moments to show myself the most love. I revere and celebrate the tiny gifts life brings me every single day. I feel my spirits, guides, and ancestors watching over me, sending me omens and intuitions. The more still I become, the more I forget who I am, the more an entirely new world opens up to me, all my potential realities revealing themselves. Stillness brings me to the deepest level of expansion.

Wherever you are in your journey is beautiful, you are worthy in all moments.

I was so focused on hitting every main point so I definitely come off a little more serious and focused in this video, and my timeline jumped around at different points as I went on tangents. But honestly I’m so proud of this progress and happy to share that growth is truly not linear. I feel like my future self was always beckoning and guiding me along through my sadness, reminding me of all the wisdom I carried. We all carry wisdom within us. The more we clear and empty our minds and energetic field, the more we will receive.

P.S. On the right side of the thumbnail it says “worthy” I was always worthy, but now I am fully aware of it and that changes everything.

Book Recommendations in the order I read them:
The amount of stars is how life-changing they were heh
The Secret ***
Gems of Buddhist Wisdom **
The 4 Noble Truths *
The Power of Now ***
The Alchemist & The Zahir ***
Hatha Yoga Pradipika *
The Baghavaad Gita as interpreted by Paramahamsa Yogananda ****
Autobiography of a Yogi ***
A Return to Love ****
Becoming Supernatural ****
The Sophia Code ****
There’s a lot I’m forgetting but I’ll come back and update as I remember!

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What are your spiritual beliefs?
I currently resonate deeply with Tantra and Hinduism. Buddhism will always play a part in my life as well! 

Thank you for being just who are you.
With so much love,